Is it just me, or is the life of a stay at home mom something that resembles Groundhog Day?  I am such a structured person and it is hard for me to take my kids off schedule.  Naps at this time everyday.....  Trying to find something to do to kill the time before lunch and nap.  Being a SAHM is TRULY the hardest job I've ever done - (and I've done a lot of jobs!!)  I love my kids more than anything, but I also miss that life of mine that existed before I got pregnant the first time.  My husband and I dined out and had cocktails and traveled - now bathtime is at 7 and bedtime at 8 and I am ready to pass out by 10.  Every single day is the exact repeat of the previous and I am looking for something to pass the time with the kids in the morning for a couple hours - any ideas??!!!!!  It's getting too darn hot to go to the park lately.