I recently lost my son my best friend and i feel like my world is falling apart i dont even know where to start my son was disabled and for 18 years i took care of him and now all that is gone people keep saying now my life can be normal what is that? normal ? the life that i had was normal this is not normal i prayed for healing i just knew that phil would walk and talk here on earth and it didnt happen am i mad at god? no i knoe that phil is in heaven and he's healed but that dont make me miss him any less i love him i miss him alot