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March 17th 2006- the day my life was forever changed, for the better.  Aidan-Riley was concieved, probably along with a lot of other babies, lol.

I never wanted to have any kids, i just could not imagine myself as a mommy. I was sooooooo selfish!  Then i heard that heartbeat and i melted into a puddle of tears ( a feeling most moms can relate to  ). I knew from  that moment that i had finally found true love. 

Ahhhhh, the first time i felt that indescribable feeling of movement from within, i was amazed at how anxious i was to see his little face, hold him, plant my lips all over his forehead.  I was finally going to have someone to give all my love and devotion to.  I felt like a stalker, researching his every move, figuring out what he was doing at all times! 

The Ultrasound, the first time i saw him.  He didn't know i was watching. That face, OH MY GOD, that face was the most perfect thing i had ever seen in my life.  I couldn't contain it, i was overwhelmed with 400 different emotions at once, i stared at those pictures everyday until i went to the hospital, anticipating his arrival.  I had no idea how deep my love would really run.

December 13th 2006, they induced my labor, i had him via emergency c section. HE WAS HERE!  He was born!! All those months of anxiety and emotion were wiped out with one look at his tiny,perfect body. Undying love was all i felt, but i couldn't hold him! i was numb from the shoulders down, all  i could do was kiss his beautiful face and hope the anesthesia would wear off quickly so i could have what i had so yearned for all this time.  Head over heels doesn't even begin to describe what i was feeling!  The moment my lips touched his fresh, soft flesh i was Momified! 

And so begins our new life and my greatest love affair of all time!