http://www.raisingbakersfield.com/home/Blog/luvnmybubby/24778 March 17th 2006- the day my life was forever changed, for the better.&nbsp; Aidan-Riley was concieved, probably along with a lot of other babies, lol. I never wanted to have any kids, i just could not imagine myself as a mommy. I was sooooooo selfish!&nbsp; Then i heard that heartbeat and i melted into a puddle of&nbsp;tears ( a feeling most moms can relate to&nbsp; ). I knew from&nbsp; that moment that i had finally found true love.&nbsp; Ahhhhh, the first time i felt that indescribable feeling of movement from within, i was amazed at how anxious i was to see his little face, hold him, plant my lips all&nbsp;over his forehead.&nbsp; I was finally going to have someone to give all my love and devotion to.&nbsp; I felt like a stalker, researching his every move, figuring out what he was doing at all times!&nbsp; The Ultrasound, the first time i saw him.&nbsp; He didn't know i was watching. That face, OH MY GOD, that face was the most perfect thing i had ever seen in my life.&nbsp; I couldn't contain it, i was overwhelmed with 400 different emotions at once, i stared at those pictures everyday until i went to the hospital, anticipating his arrival.&nbsp; I had no idea how deep my love would really run. December 13th 2006, they induced my labor, i had him via emergency c section. HE WAS HERE!&nbsp; He was born!! All those months of anxiety and emotion were wiped out with one look at his tiny,perfect body. Undying love was all i felt, but i couldn't hold him! i was numb from the shoulders down, all&nbsp; i could do was kiss his beautiful face and hope the anesthesia would wear off quickly so i could have what i had so yearned for all this time.&nbsp; Head over heels doesn't even begin to describe what i was feeling!&nbsp; The moment my lips touched his fresh, soft flesh i was Momified!&nbsp; And so begins our new life and my greatest love affair of all time! March 17th 2006- the day my life was forever changed, for the better.&nbsp; Aidan-Riley was concieved, probably along with a lot of other babies, lol. I never wanted to have any kids, i just could not imagine myself as a mommy. I was sooooooo selfish!&nbsp; Then i heard that heartbeat and i melted into a puddle of&nbsp;tears ( a feeling most moms can relate to&nbsp; ). I knew from&nbsp; that moment that i had finally found true love.&nbsp; Ahhhhh, the first time i felt that indescribable feeling of movement from within, i was amazed at how anxious i was to see his little face, hold him, plant my lips all&nbsp;over his forehead.&nbsp; I was finally going to have someone to give all my love and devotion to.&nbsp; I felt like a stalker, researching his every move, figuring out what he was doing at all times!&nbsp; The Ultrasound, the first time i saw him.&nbsp; He didn't know i was watching. That face, OH MY GOD, that face was the most perfect thing i had ever seen in my life.&nbsp; I couldn't contain it, i was overwhelmed with 400 different emotions at once, i stared at those pictures everyday until i went to the hospital, anticipating his arrival.&nbsp; I had no idea how deep my love would really run. December 13th 2006, they induced my labor, i had him via emergency c section. HE WAS HERE!&nbsp; He was born!! All those months of anxiety and emotion were wiped out with one look at his tiny,perfect body. Undying love was all i felt, but i couldn't hold him! i was numb from the shoulders down, all&nbsp; i could do was kiss his beautiful face and hope the anesthesia would wear off quickly so i could have what i had so yearned for all this time.&nbsp; Head over heels doesn't even begin to describe what i was feeling!&nbsp; The moment my lips touched his fresh, soft flesh i was Momified!&nbsp; And so begins our new life and my greatest love affair of all time! en-us <p>&nbsp;so cute!!!&nbsp; You made me remember how it was for me when I was pregnant with my first and when he was born.&nbsp; Thanks for the stroll down memory lane; it was beautiful!</p> <p>&nbsp; and i have a little one named Aidan too!&nbsp; Not even two months yet.&nbsp;</p> http://www.raisingbakersfield.com/home/Blog/luvnmybubby/24778/#c_224486 http://www.raisingbakersfield.com/home/Blog/luvnmybubby/24778/#c_224486 <p>&nbsp;so cute!!!&nbsp; You made me remember how it was for me when I was pregnant with my first and when he was born.&nbsp; Thanks for the stroll down memory lane; it was beautiful!</p> <p>&nbsp; and i have a little one named Aidan too!&nbsp; Not even two months yet.&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;You never really know how much your life can change, or how much you can love another being, until it happens, huh?&nbsp; No matter how much others tell you or how prepared you think you are...&nbsp; :)</p> <br /> http://www.raisingbakersfield.com/home/Blog/luvnmybubby/24778/#c_225288 http://www.raisingbakersfield.com/home/Blog/luvnmybubby/24778/#c_225288 <p>&nbsp;You never really know how much your life can change, or how much you can love another being, until it happens, huh?&nbsp; No matter how much others tell you or how prepared you think you are...&nbsp; :)</p> <br />